My Worlds Collide
Well, well, well...No post for a week
Seems non-committal.
The weekend was spent preparing for a special birthday on Sunday, it went well. Monday started out as each one having a re-set, doing what re-set them, until one of the dogs was not acting right...the rest of the day was spent in anxious observation. Then into Tuesday, I was not sure if our help was working, but the birthday girls persisted in the treatment, and he was fine by afternoon. Both Kids had first days of work, Husband got devastating news at his work, and I was chauffeuring three pilots of a field trip I had put together in Western, PA. Tuesday itself seemed like a week, it was good, but the next 2 days were spent with intermittent need for sleep, or running out to appointments I am trying to keep up wth. One appt was to the vets with the dogs and scheduled appt, and all was very well....what a relief, we'd thought we could be losing the one fellow...but he was all wags and wiggles Wednesday.
Each day, I knocked on the doors of the digital platforms, and today, today I was given three emails to help, and like the brooms wich break and become 2 4 and 6 brooms, in the scene from Fantasia's Sorcerer's Apprentice, now I have so many links for follow up for SEO, and if you know what SEO means, then get your self over here to help me. Nothing is easy, but as a writer, I feel like so much time is spent on staring at a computer, felling at a loss...twice this week, I had a solid hooky chorus come to me, then I jotted down theme, an outline of verses and a bridge....but each time I was pulled away from that to an apoitment...then by afternoon, I was too tired, so I used for computer time to deal with digital platform matter...my house is a wreck, I have not cooked a decent meal for my family. Ia have been working like a dong, and seemign to get nowhere. oh and watched a vid on prepping for performances.
My awesome cousin got my website back online today, tomorrow is a podcast where my music might be pitched fo persons on every continent of the world...my songs will be like Flat Stanleys, I wonder where they will go. I have not advertised my I am getting Spotify streams. In less than two weeks One of my sogs will be featured in another podcast, and two others will be in general airplay at a later time, same playlist type of indie-music promoting podcast. Tomorrows is an aviation podcast. Oh, and this evening, on my way to a rehearsal (not my own) I saw an "ad" to audition for a voice-over for a movie where the actress playing the part of a popular 1970's singer, is a non-singer. I recall singing these songs when I was a child, matching my voice to the songs on the radio...so I have thrown my hat in the ring, so in addition to tomorrows errands and podcast, and home responsibilities, I will be studying this famous 1970's singers catalog, taking in every unique vowel spare in every word, to be ready for which song I might need to audition. I should also be studying for an upcoming video interview for an airline which I am waiting to receive, and two face to face interviews coming up...this is nuts,
it is really really nuts. Why do I feel like I have accomplished nothing, and I am getting fat, and losing my fitness...and like work which does not earn money is...what is it? To others asking, I would say good, but I hold myself to a double standard...I hold myself to a fire. But I look upward and trust that the same ONE who planted all this in me, will provide what is necessary and how me where to go and what to do...I keep moving forward on all fronts.
Seems non-committal.
The weekend was spent preparing for a special birthday on Sunday, it went well. Monday started out as each one having a re-set, doing what re-set them, until one of the dogs was not acting right...the rest of the day was spent in anxious observation. Then into Tuesday, I was not sure if our help was working, but the birthday girls persisted in the treatment, and he was fine by afternoon. Both Kids had first days of work, Husband got devastating news at his work, and I was chauffeuring three pilots of a field trip I had put together in Western, PA. Tuesday itself seemed like a week, it was good, but the next 2 days were spent with intermittent need for sleep, or running out to appointments I am trying to keep up wth. One appt was to the vets with the dogs and scheduled appt, and all was very well....what a relief, we'd thought we could be losing the one fellow...but he was all wags and wiggles Wednesday.
Each day, I knocked on the doors of the digital platforms, and today, today I was given three emails to help, and like the brooms wich break and become 2 4 and 6 brooms, in the scene from Fantasia's Sorcerer's Apprentice, now I have so many links for follow up for SEO, and if you know what SEO means, then get your self over here to help me. Nothing is easy, but as a writer, I feel like so much time is spent on staring at a computer, felling at a loss...twice this week, I had a solid hooky chorus come to me, then I jotted down theme, an outline of verses and a bridge....but each time I was pulled away from that to an apoitment...then by afternoon, I was too tired, so I used for computer time to deal with digital platform matter...my house is a wreck, I have not cooked a decent meal for my family. Ia have been working like a dong, and seemign to get nowhere. oh and watched a vid on prepping for performances.
My awesome cousin got my website back online today, tomorrow is a podcast where my music might be pitched fo persons on every continent of the world...my songs will be like Flat Stanleys, I wonder where they will go. I have not advertised my I am getting Spotify streams. In less than two weeks One of my sogs will be featured in another podcast, and two others will be in general airplay at a later time, same playlist type of indie-music promoting podcast. Tomorrows is an aviation podcast. Oh, and this evening, on my way to a rehearsal (not my own) I saw an "ad" to audition for a voice-over for a movie where the actress playing the part of a popular 1970's singer, is a non-singer. I recall singing these songs when I was a child, matching my voice to the songs on the radio...so I have thrown my hat in the ring, so in addition to tomorrows errands and podcast, and home responsibilities, I will be studying this famous 1970's singers catalog, taking in every unique vowel spare in every word, to be ready for which song I might need to audition. I should also be studying for an upcoming video interview for an airline which I am waiting to receive, and two face to face interviews coming up...this is nuts,
it is really really nuts. Why do I feel like I have accomplished nothing, and I am getting fat, and losing my fitness...and like work which does not earn money is...what is it? To others asking, I would say good, but I hold myself to a double standard...I hold myself to a fire. But I look upward and trust that the same ONE who planted all this in me, will provide what is necessary and how me where to go and what to do...I keep moving forward on all fronts.
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