Sapped
So that yesterday I spent wholly chained to the computer. I was working at both singing and flying matters. At the end of the day, there was an exchange of ideas and words and misunderstanding due to partial hearing of the conversation. This was very discouraging. There were weeks of lack of or under communication leading up to the misunderstanding and breakdown of communication. But, as with a summer storm, the electricity was discharged, and further discussion lead to fruitful ideas and solutions. But...
The discouragement got to me, and the next day was unproductive. I felt sapped and like doing nothing... Well, except for a medical appointment, a formality, which instead lead to another apptointment....another layer of discouragement, but proceeded to run an errand afterward, and did I say it has been a heatwave of like 97 degrees outside...yeah, that too. So, I was underproductive all day, nothing...a lump...well, not really, I did move on one piece of a puzzle in an aviation project.
One very bright spot was going to dinner with co-workers form a business recently closed...the dinner and hospitality were equally nourishing and healthful...and I found myself grateful for everything, food, friends, storms which discharge negative electricity build-up, all of it, then had a pretty good night of sleep...falling asleep ten minutes or less into a one hour TV series program my husband and I try to watch...but I slept very soundly...so another day...
The discouragement got to me, and the next day was unproductive. I felt sapped and like doing nothing... Well, except for a medical appointment, a formality, which instead lead to another apptointment....another layer of discouragement, but proceeded to run an errand afterward, and did I say it has been a heatwave of like 97 degrees outside...yeah, that too. So, I was underproductive all day, nothing...a lump...well, not really, I did move on one piece of a puzzle in an aviation project.
One very bright spot was going to dinner with co-workers form a business recently closed...the dinner and hospitality were equally nourishing and healthful...and I found myself grateful for everything, food, friends, storms which discharge negative electricity build-up, all of it, then had a pretty good night of sleep...falling asleep ten minutes or less into a one hour TV series program my husband and I try to watch...but I slept very soundly...so another day...
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